Contributing...

Ok, so I have been getting this nagging feeling lately that I need to contribute to my family financially. I know that I contribute a lot by staying at home, but I just feel I need to help get ourselves ahead financially. You know, get rid of our debt, get a real nice savings account going and maybe even a family vacation every summer. I really don't want to be away from my kids fulltime, but parttime is a possibility. The only thing is, I would like to have a parttime job that pays well, duh who doesn't want a well paying job if they are gonna work. When I worked at Pierre's before I had Chase, I got paid well, it was only 2 1/2 days a week and I can say I truely enjoyed it. The only thing is, they changed the position into a fulltime position with all kinds of miles to travel, hence why I don't work there anymore. So I guess I am in a personal debate with myself. Do I stay at home with my kids fulltime (Matt doesn't mind it at all) or do I try to get a parttime job and contribute financially and still have quite a bit of time with my kids? Hmmm, I hate it when I get these nagging, somewhat guilty feelings going on. I know that I have the best job in the world, but I just feel I need to contribute financially too. Ugh, I know I just keep saying the same thing over and over again, but it's because I'm really tossed up in the air about it all. UGH!!