My Pay Check!

I might not get a pay check that I can go and cash at a bank, but I have one better than that. My pay check is looking in my sparkling blue eyed baby boy when he smiling a smile from ear to ear. Or when Emma comes up and gives me a big hug and kiss and says "I love you Mommy". Or getting to see Chase roll over for the first time. Or waking up every morning to the best job on earth. Plus it is great, I can wear my PJs all day if I want, lol. My pay check is made out to Mommy and is signed by Emma and Chase. How can it get any better than that?

Chunky Monkey!!

His costume finally came in. I wish he could sit by himself so you could see the hat better, maybe I will prop him up on the couch tomorrow. Isn't it just so cute!!

Progress!

So last night was great!! I put Chase down for the night at 8:30pm and he didn't wake up till 4:00am!! How awesome is that!! Then he didn't get back up till 8:00am. If I didn't have the boys to watch today I would have gotten a whole bunch of sleep, but that first stretch was great!!! Hopefully this will start happening for now on!! I'm seeing more sleep in my future!! lol

Trick or Treat smell my feet!

This past Sunday was our Trick or Treat, which I am pissed about. The president of our fire department decided to only give people a 4 day notice. Well, I had boughten costumes off of ebay for the kids. Well, luckily Emma's costume came in on Friday, but Chase's never made it. I didn't end up taking him anyway, b/c it was so windy and didn't want him to get sick again, but it would have been nice to have it in case I wanted to. So, I took Emma around for about an hour and she enjoyed it! She told everyone Trick or Trick and Thank you! She is such a polite child, at times. lol Anyways, Chase's costume should be here sometime this week. Weather permiting, we are having a halloween party for the kids this Saturday. So, he can wear it then. I will be sure to get pics, b/c he is gonna be such a cute little monkey. I picked a monkey since his nickname is Chunky Monkey. lol Emma just loved being a care bear!! She is so into care bears right now. She sleeps with them every night!! We asked her if she could be a different care bear and she said no, she wanted to be cheer bear! She is so much fun!!

It's getting quite old!!

So for the last couple of months I have been getting stomach aches and diarreha after I eat, night sweats and now lovely headaches, oh yea and mood swings galore! I asked my doc to check my thyroid and sugar. So, she did along with my red and white blood count. Well, it all came back fine. She hasn't said anything else about wanting to do any other tests. Well, there has to be something wrong!! This isn't normal, I wasn't like this before. If I go out, I don't eat for like 2-3 hours before we are suppose to leave. I had a girls night out and we went out to eat, big mistake!! Next time I will just watch them eat. It is so freakin old!! Even if I am at home, I don't like to eat b/c then I'm gonna have an upset stomach for the rest of the night. I have no clue what is wrong. When I put in my symptoms on the internet, you wanna know what comes up?? Menopause. Can you believe it?? I guess if I am going thru way early menopause it really isn't all that big of a deal, b/c we are done having kids so it's not like I'm wanting to get prego. The plus side to it all would be the fact that I won't have periods anymore. But who knows what is wrong, I guess I will be calling my doc today and once again try and figure out what in the heck is wrong with me!! I am so sick of it all!! People wonder why I am skinny, my mom thinks that I don't eat. Well, partly she is right. Sometimes I don't eat all meals, b/c I don't want to feel like crap, but why eat when it is just gonna come right out? I don't know. I'm just fed up!!

Can you believe I did it?

Yep folks!! I did it! I got my tat Friday night! Everyone thought I would chicken out, including me, but I didn't. I went with one of my friends and my cousin and her hubby. I may have went last, but I went! It didn't really hurt, there were a few tender parts, but it really wasn't bad at all. I could do it again, but I don't know if I will or not. This one is kinda big or atleast that is what everyone tells me. So, I might just keep it to one tat.

Cutest kids....

So, I'm their mom so I should totally think so. But who could think my kids aren't cute? lol Anyways, we took them tonight for their first official pics together. They turned out really good!!